Z sings to Nalla ~ Story Line

Zszadist Sings to Nalla by Ehlena Ghardian

Wrath calls a meeting to get back Fritz ~ Story Line

Dear Challa's,

Until July 10th, we're doing something special and sharing some of our favorite Story Lines of the year that previously didn't make it onto the blog.

In this one, Wrath calls a Brotherhood meeting to see if there's any new Intel where Fritz is being held.  Tensions are high... 

Originally posted:  September 19th, 2012

Who nominated it:  Layla

ENJOY!

XOXO!

The Unbound Team ♥

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Wrathh Ghardian

*It's time to figure out our game plan. I sit back in my chair with Beth next to me. Butch beat everyone here. The rest trickle in. From the scent of Vishous' cancer sticks and Rhage's lollipops, to Payne's scent of sandlewood; from the cologne that Phury uses and the scent of apples that linger on Zszadist's breath to Xhex's spicy, prickly attitude, Tohrment and John's fresh smelling, affable love, and Blaylock's steadiness...my family gathers together to rescue to the one member that has pulled us all together: Fritz.* Family, grab some chair. We gotta figure out what the hell is going on, what to do about it, and where to go. Xhex, tell everyone what you told me about Xcor and how we know it's Fritz.

Xhex Ghardian 

*I lean back against a bookcase as everyone's eyes move toward me to find out what's going down.* Basically, I had an unexpected meeting with Xcor outside the IM. We exchanged words, the usual shit, then as his Bastards showed up, he told me to give Wrathh a message. He said W needed to keep an eye on everything he cares about because he was. I came back to the manse to meet with Wrathh and we started going over where everyone was and realized Fritz was missing.

Phury Ghardian 

*Thinking about the old doggen and this whole sitch, I allow my fury to fly* Yo, this sitch with Fritz may have been avoided *I glare coldly in the direction of Xhex.* If you would have just called in for back-up. What the fuck were you thinking female!* Noticing everyone’s eyes as they leave Xhex and turn to me, I throw my hands up in the air.* It’s the motherfucking truth!

Vishous Ghardian 

*Pulling out my hand rolled and placing it in my mouth. Seeing the head of the King turn in my direction, I shrug and put it back. Hearing Phury raise his voice, I shake my head* So Xhex, he gave you a warning, but you had no clue it was about Fritz, true? *looks at Phury* It could have meant anything or nothing. *shrugs thinking* I need some Grey Goose.

Xhex Ghardian 

*I hear John Matthew start growling next to me but I put my hand on his arm briefly and then I cross my arms.* At the risk of repeating myself...Fuck. You.* I shoot him a cold glare.* I don't answer to you. I scouted the sitch, I knew what I was doing, and I'm here. And Xcor had this planned before he saw me. We're wasting time Fritz doesn't have.

Zszadist Ghardian 

*Standing back with my arms crossed, impressed with my twins reaction but it must come naturally with the title. Arching my brow as Xhex responds. I just want to know when are we leaving to get him. Bottom line.* Xcor is a cryptic bastard.

Rhage Ghardian 

*Pulling out my lollipop, I smile at Phury and wink at Xhex* He is just telling you how much he cares!

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 

*Looking around and seeing that everyone is getting wound up over this whole Fritz going missing shit and we are all in close quarters* Guys, guys, calm the fuck down a bit, okay? This will not help Fritz if we are all going for each other throats, I understand we want him back here and to give Xcor and his bastards a slap around but think rationally *Looking over at Wrathh as I hear a growl brewing and can so feel the desk is about to get beaten*

Wrathh Ghardian 

*my growling turns into a snarl* What the FUCK is wrong with you shitheads? This is NOT about Xhex right now - it will be later. But for now? *I half stand and slam my fist down* We're focusing on the Bastards and getting Fritz back. Now, unless you dickheads start spouting out strategy, I'm going to go in alone and find him. *I sit back down and wait for their responses*

Blaylock Ghardian 

*I look around to Brother after shrink my shoulders with the King yelling at us. He's got the point and everybody is losing focus* Wrathh, my King. I do want to have a word now, if you, Sire, allows me.* As he nods I continue* Well, my Brothers, we have already notice he is missing and obviously Xcor and his bastards want a confrontation. Anyway, I do believe Vishous already is tracking Fritz's phone so we can position him. He is expecting the King to rescue his doggen and ambush us just like that day at Assail's house. I believe Xcor can be ambushed by us. Attract him and some of his bastards to a deal. When some of us go rescue Fritz, the others are taking care of Xcor. When they are apart they are not that strong.

Payne Ghardian 

*Watching all the commotion going on and seeing this is getting us nowhere, nodding as I hear Blaylock's words.* He is correct in what he is saying, we need to think of the best way to surprise them as we know they will have set a trap for us. *Just as I hear Wrathh clear his throat as to speak, I hear the doors open, we all stop to look seeing Layla and Qhuinn walk in.*

Qhuinn Ghardian 

*Opening up the door, pulling Layla in behind me. Looking around the room at the Brothers, I nod in acknowledgement of each. I turn to the King* My Liege, Layla had a dream and she saw Fritz. I think she might be able to help us find him *hoping that the one pertinent bit of info that Layla was in the Meadow will be left out of the convo, I look at Layla over my shoulder and bring her more into the room*

Layla Ghardian 

*Slowly walking in behind Qhuinn, I can feel mine legs trembling beneath me. I look around the room and see that everyone is staring at me.Bowing mine head to the King* Sire, *still unsure of the importance of mine dream* I.. I dreamt that I was in a this large dark room and in the back corner of the room. There were many boxes and containers of many different sizes. I saw our beloved Fritz, tied up in a chair. *looking up at Qhuinn as he nods for me to keep going* He was being beaten! I could see many cuts and bruises around his face and they were asking him where you were and he refused to tell them. *looking at the Kings fist clenching* It was Xcor, and his men.

Wrathh Ghardian 

*standing up so fast, my chair topples over* Layla! You're sure of this dream? *turning my gaze towards Qhuinn's direction* How do we know that this dream is significant? *my heart tears and bleeds at the thought of Fritz getting hurt*

Qhuinn Ghardian 

*shrugs* It seemed very vivid and with many deets. *looking at Layla, not wanting to say anymore* just seemed like it was more than what we had. If you don't think it is important, that is fine. But I wanted you to have all the info at your fingertips

Wrathh Ghardian 

*turning my head down towards my desk, I nod* It's more than anything we have. Layla, do you remember any other details? Locations, anything else stand out to you about the warehouse?

Layla Ghardian 

*lifting mine eyes* No sire. I only saw it from the inside. It was a very large room, with lots of shelves and boxes. So, it's true? Fritz is really missing? *leaning into Qhuinn's chest and he he genly put his arms around me. I begin to cry again* Please Qhuinn, can you take me to mine room?

Payne Ghardian 

*Watching as Layla goes to leave with Qhuinn, I look at Wrathh.* Wrathh, I will assume that I will no longer be needed. *Seeing him nod at me.* I will leave with Layla and Qhuinn then, if that is okay with you two? *Seeing them nod at me, I start to walk towards the door.* Please keep me informed of what is going on and if I am needed in some way. *Seeing Wrathh nod at me, I take my leave.*

Blaylock Ghardian 

*My eyes following Qhuinn and Layla leaving the room with Payne, I keep telling me to focus and overcome this shit. I'm not part of that. Shaking my head to vanish the damn thought and returning my attention to our meeting, I ask to speak again* Well, with this information we can at least start searching. Xhex could... *I look at JM and he nods* Xhex could take a look around the city during the day to check the warehouses. I'm quite sure there's not many outside. We could begin with that one we found him with his soldiers, Xhex! *She nods in agreement* And Vishous will keep trying to track his cell phone. I do not believe they will... *I can't pronounce the word "kill" so I hesitate and gasp* they will do something bad with Fritz. Xcor is smart enough for that. He wants a game. So a game will be played. But with our own rules.

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 

*Hearing Blaylock say what he does, I look at him* I agree, if we can get some sort of idea where those fuckers are, we can do what we need to do *Hearing the snorts and grunts around me* Okay, guys, no need for the animal impressions. *Suddenly feeling a dig in my arm, I turn to look at Vishous* What the fuck V! I was only trying to lighten it up in here a bit, damn, I know its serious but the tension in here is too much, true? *Hearing Wrathh say "He is right, save all this for the streets" I look over at V and grin* Hey, looks like I got the looks and the brains *Suddenly hearing Wrathh growl "Don't push it Cop!" I just shrug my shoulders* Okay, okay, I am gonna sit my ass down and be quiet okay.

Phury Ghardian 

*Feeling the emotional tension begin to ease in the study I stand back and intently listen to the others talk. I feel absolutely horrible for busting on Xhex the way I did. I don’t want her or anyone to get wounded or worse. I expect being the Primale has made me overly protective of females, and I lost sight of who she really is. I will make it right with her though.* Yeah, sounds like the start of a plan to me. Xcor will lose at his own game, and once again, he will know where the real authority lies, true?

Wrathh Ghardian 

*Beth holds my hand, rubbing it with her thumb. I'm barely holding myself back from heading out on the streets myself. Rubbing my temples with my other hand, I grimace* Get your asses out of here and don't come back until you find something concrete. Xhex, do your thing - same way when you found the rifle. The rest of you need to lay off her. Her independence can be dealt with by John. If he's got an issue with it, then so do we. Otherwise, fuck it. Now? Get out and find Fritz. *hearing them all make varying noises that mean they said yes, I lean my head back. I can't help but pray to the Scribe Virgin to keep Fritz safe until we can get to him. Hang in there, Fritz. Your family is coming for you.* ~

Superman Vishous ~ Story Line

Until July 10th, we're doing something special and sharing some of our favorite Story Lines of the year that previously didn't make it onto the blog.

In this one, in the aftermath since the Lessers cornered Jane and Nalla, Bella and Z get a little piece of mind from Vishous and Jane.

Originally posted:  June 20th, 2012

Who nominated it:  Bella

Enjoy!

Bella Ghardian

*Walking down to the pit with Z and Nalla to talk with Jane and Vishous, as I reach the door I go to knock and Nalla wiggles in Z's arms. watching as Z sets her down and she crouches down looks at a light and walks through the door. looking at Z in amazement* What was that?

Nalla Ghardian 

*Wiggling to get out of Daddy's arms, I got this it's my super secret entrance. bending down and looking at the spot Uncle V told me to I hear the door unlock and walk right through, yelling* Uncle V, we are here. Whatcha doing Uncle V? Uncle V you are here aren't you? Mahmen and Daddy are here too but they can't go through the super secret Nalla door so you need to let them in please.

Zszadist Ghardian 

I have no idea. *Knocking on the door as I can hear Nalla running through the Pit.* It looks like some kind of eye scan. *Shaking my head* There's no telling with V.

Vishous Ghardian 

*Sweeping Nalla up and tossing her a bit* You used the eyeball scanner! Nalla-belle! But where are your mommy and daddy? *she points to the door and giggles* Oh yeah. They won't fit through the special door. I guess I'll have to let them in the regular way. *Calling to Jane* They're here, Baby! *Opening the door to the Pit with Nalla sitting up on my shoulders* Mi casa is su casa. Come on in, guys.

Bella Ghardian 

*Walking through the door, grinning and shaking my head* Honestly V, you have a retina scanner hooked up to the doggie door and you even have Nalla programmed for it. Wow as always that is impressive. *Walking up to you and kissing your cheek* It's good to see you.

Jane Ghardian 

*Coming out of the bedroom, smiling at the scene in front of me.* I have to say Hi to your mahmen first then, Nalla. It is impossible for me to reach you up there, on V's shoulder.*Walking over to Bella I hug her tightly, hoping that this, right now, will go well*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*Walking through the door, I can sense Jane's unease as she hugs Bella as I stand back watching my shellan embrace the two of them. I'm glad we decided to come here tonight. I owe both of them for what happened the other night. I want to thank Jane for keeping Nalla safe.* V and Jane, thank you for having us over.

Vishous Ghardian 

*Z's grid is remarkably mellow considering what went down a few days ago. I don't know if I would be holding it together so well. Holding out my hand and then pulling him in for a shoulder touch when he takes it. We don't do the huggy thing but it seems appropriate right now.* It is our pleasure. Thank you for coming. *pointing up to the precious package on my shoulders* Pretty cool this one has her own door, true? *I know why we all need to meet together and I just want it to be something that makes everyone feel better about what happened. Nalla, Jane, Z, Bella...me.*

Nalla Ghardian 

*It's a different view up here on Uncle V's shoulders, I get to look down on everyone. remembering my dream I had today, bending down over Uncle V's head and looking down his shirt* Nope not there *Looking up at everyone as they suddenly got really quiet* I was looking for Uncle's Superman outfit. *Shrugging and talking out loud to myself* I bet Dodgy could find it. It must be in the closet.

Bella Ghardian 

*Finding it hard to release Jane from my embrace as tears begin to well in my eyes, I whisper in her ear* Thank you for protecting my baby. *Hugging her again briefly, wipe my eyes and then turn around to see Nalla looking down V's shirt, chuckling to myself, she thinks V is Superman. then that would make Jane Supergirl. I would agree with that*

Jane Ghardian 

*Blinking my tears away at Bella's words, the sudden urgence to sit down or do something...anything that would keep my hands busy* I...maybe we can sit down. Does anyone want a drink. *Looking at Nalla* I have hot chocolate, Nalla, and a lot of marshmallows. *Her reaching for me is answer enough and as I have her in my arms I press her tightly to my body and walk over to the counter to sit her down, very aware of the fact that having her so close after what happened is a gift, for all of us*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*I've seen Nalla in Jane's arms a million times, but this time it hits me like a ton of bricks in the guts. She's holding her a little tighter than usual, just like the rest of us. An imagine of what the two of them must have been like, huddled in the ruins waiting for someone to help them fills my head. The past few days have been hell trying to remain levelheaded during all of this and that imagine was the last thing I needed. Following them to the counter and watching as Jane prepares the hot chocolate, I struggle with the words I want to say to her. It's not easy.* Jane I just wanted to say... *Damn it, just say it* Thank you for keeping her safe. I owe you once again.

Vishous Ghardian 

*I keep quiet. It's not my place to really say anything. We all know what kind of danger they were in and how we all feel like fate was on our side...for so many reasons.* You want something besides hot chocolate? * I ask Z and Bella to focus on something other than Jane and Nalla in the kitchen, their soft chatter filling the small space of the Pit* So how's she doing? Nalla... *I speak very softly so they won't hear in the kitchen*

Bella Ghardian 

*Staring at Nalla and Jane until V says something to me* What? Oh pardon me. *Trying to get my wits about me* Yes Nalla, she is doing better. She slept in her own bed today, she was sleeping with us. Well she was sleeping and Z and I were either holding her or if we fell asleep she would kick us. That child sleeps all over the place, one day we woke up and she was laying across both of us. *Knowingly avoiding what you really want to hear. I drop the mask of a smile and answer truthfully* Honestly, I think she is getting better there aren't nightmares every day, she is sleeping more and seems to be back to her old self. She colored with Rhage the other day and I think that went very well because she was more herself when Rhage dropped her off. I don't know what he said but I truly think Mary has rubbed off on him in a very good way. He would make a remarkable father.

Jane Ghardian 

*Stopping to stir the hot chocolate mix into the milk as I hear Z's voice, stopping in my movements* Don't thank me, Z. I...*looking up at him, seeing Nalla who is busy with the bag of marshmallows, whispering, just to make sure she won't hear me*...I was the one who brought her into that situation. I was just lucky we got away and that the sun was already about to go down. *Finishing the hot chocolate, the need to sit now even stronger* Nalla? Can you bring the marshmallow bag? *At her nod I walk back to the couch where Bella and V are, seeing in V's eyes that he of course knows more than he should* Come, sweetie.*Taking once again to Nalla* You can sit on my lap and I show you how to add the marshmallows in the best way possible.

Nalla Ghardian 

*Everyone seems like they are keeping secrets or something talking all hush hush quiet and looking funny. Grown ups are hard to understand. following Auntie with the bag of marshmallows and sitting on her lap. adding the marshmallows to my hot chocolate stopping and looking at Uncle Vishous* Uncle V, Uncle Rhage said that you were scared of the smelly white haired man too. It's OK to be scared of him. I was. You have Auntie Jane to protect you from the smelly man just like I did. *Turning to Auntie* next time we go out to the toy store I will make sure I go potty 2 times before we leave. And maybe Auntie Xhex can come along with us or something or we could get on my Hello Kitty computer and look at toys like that. Yes lets do that for awhile and then we can go to the toy store later. *turning to Uncle V again* Where's your Superman outfit?

Vishous Ghardian 

*Chuckling at her question* I am sure it's packed away at the moment, Nalla-belle. *thinking about what Rhage must have told her to help her process all that stuff she saw* Well Uncle Rhage is right, sweetie. I have been scared of the white haired men before, or more... of what they did *Lifting my eyes up to Jane briefly* And you're right about Auntie Jane too. I do have her to protect me. And YOU, Miss Nalla, have so many people to protect you and love you. Your mommy and daddy, and all your uncles and aunties, even Boo and George and Dodgy. *pointing to my four toys* You wanna shop for something right now? Uncle V can help you find the best stuff. *winking* I got mad skills.

Jane Ghardian 

*Not able to hide my smile at her words, a sad smile but still a smile. I look shortly at Bella, wondering if she heard what I did. Watching Nalla sip on her hot chocolate, I speak softly close to her ear, my arms wrapped around her* It wasn't your fault, sweetie. Do you understand that? *Nalla now just looking into her mug, not moving at all* Nalla? Look at me Princess.*Eyes like her daddy's and Phury's look right into my ones, almost making me speechless* We will never let anything happen to you, and next time we just make sure we have someone with us. Either Vishous in his Superman outfit or your daddy. Don't you think he would love to visit the toy store with us? Until then ...*hugging her once again*...you should take Vishous' offer. Because he is right. He got skills and can find something nice for you. Maybe a new teddy bear. *Whispering* Maybe he should get you a Dodger you can cuddle with in case Dodger is not around?

Bella Ghardian 

*Watching Nalla nod her head at Jane's offer, I know things will fine, things will get back to normal, it just takes time. Time and love and we have time and lots of love. This was the right decision to come down here and say thank you, because we are very thankful.*~

XOXO!

Wrath is trying to get the word out that Fritz got Doggen-napped and that a meeting is needed...but it's just another typical texting session. ~ Story Line

Dear Challa's,

Until July 10th, we're doing something special and sharing some of our favorite Story Lines of the year that previously didn't make it onto the blog.

In this one, Fritz has been Doggen-napped by the Bastards and Wrath is trying to get the word out.

Originally posted:  September 17th, 2012

Who nominated it:  Rhage

ENJOY!

Wrathh Ghardian

*after Xhex leaves, and after realizing Xcor now has the one thing that keeps this place and family together, I know that the next step is to NOT go tearing after Fritz by myself but to notify everyone in the manse of his disappearance. We need to get together for a meeting, amongst other shit. Pulling my phone from my pocket, I get Siri up and going* Siri, write message to group: Everyone.

~txt~ Yo, everyone! Fritz has gone missing - and our favorite Bastard's got him. Give me what you got and where you are. This takes top priority. ~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 

*Picking up the phone, I see the message and start to type*

~txt~ I am in the bathroom if you must know... where are you?  ~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian 

*my cell vibrates across the nightstand as I finish pulling on my shitkickers. Picking it up, I see it's from Wrathh.*

~txt~ Rhage put Wrathh's phone back. ~etxt~ 

*rolling my eyes* Of all the things to joke about.

Mary Ghardian 

*Grabbing my phone, I gasp at the message*

~txt~ I'm in the bedroom, waiting for Rhage to get out of the bathroom. ~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 

~txt~ That wasn't from me 

*flush, and look at Mary, That explains the mess in the kitchen... * 

WTF!! Z I would never kid about food ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian 

*listening to the responses, I bury my head in my hands*

 ~txt Rhage~ What the fuck, asshat? Keepin' it classy, as always. You could have waited until you got OUT. ~etxt~

Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Hearing my cell go off, I grab it off the side and see its off Wrathh* What the fuck?

~txt~ Who has his cell now? Damn it Rhage, stop messing about. This ain't even damn funny. ~Etxt~ 

*Shoving my cell in my pocket*

Wrathh Ghardian 

~txt ALL~ Not a joke, Fritz has been taken by Xcor. No more toilet texting. ~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 

~txt~ You ask a dumb question Sire, you get a smartassed answer... ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian 

*grumbling to myself at Butch's text* What the fuck is the use of this shit if no one believes the REAL emergencies?

Phury Ghardian 

*Shopping on the net for some new clothes my phone vibrates in my pocket. Taking it out my jaw drops as I begin to read.*

~txt~ You have got to be shitting me. I’m at the Camp but can demat over in a few seconds.~etxt~

Xhex Ghardian 

*I feel my phone vibrate and I glance down at Wrathh's text. I know what's going down is real but can't believe that asshat Rhage is fucking around again. I move outside the manse, waiting for John Matthew to text me to see what's up.*

Wrathh Ghardian 

~txt~ Stop with the shitting already!!!! ~etxt~

Mary Ghardian 

*Hearing the toilet flush I look up at the sound* Rhage! Seriously? Can't you keep the door shut while you go? *Waving a hand in front of my face*

~Txt~ Rhage is out! ~Etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 

~txt~ Why does everyone think I would steal the kings phone and send out a text message? Oh... LMAO, I would do that, true? ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian 

*hearing Mary's text, I just smack my forehead with my phone*

~txt~ Alright, one more time. I do NOT need to know about Rhage's use of the damn shitter. ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian 

~txt~Rhage is in the shitter?~etxt~

Phury Ghardian 

~txt~Z, my man is the text for real or is Rhage just fucking off again?~etxt~

Mary Ghardian 

*Giggling at Phury's text, I send one back*

~Txt~ Not anymore, WTH is the deal with Fritz?! ~Etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 

*Winks at Mary* Can you text them too that I am washing my hands!!

Xhex Ghardian 
~txt~Shit, will you guys get serious?! Wrathh's not shitting us! Xcor has Fritz! ~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian
*watching the phone dance again.* what the fuck is he doing. If he's sending another picture of his...reading the message.* Fuck!

~txt~ Did Siri screw up? ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian
*seriously?!? How in the hell are we still on this? Fritz has been fucking kidnapped and we're discussing Rhage's bathroom actions? Oh, damn, finally, thank the SV that Xhex chimed in*

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 
*Looking around as I hear Vishous growling from behind me muttering something about killing Rhage* Hey V, do you think Rhage would do summat this sick? I mean damn, even this is a bit far fetched for him and he knows there is only one way this is gonna end when Wrathh gets hold of him *Grabbing my cell back out of my pocket, I send another text*

 ~txt~ I so do not wanna know dragon butt is in the shitter, for fucks sake man, way TMI. Can we get to serious biz here? WTF is deal about Fritz missing? ~Etxt~

Phury Ghardian
~txt~Seriously they’re picking on a doggen now? Fucking Xcor~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian
~txt~ This is serious shit!

*grins*

No Fritz means no food... No food, means One hungry boy ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian
~txt~ Xhex had a run-in with Xcor the other night. He had a message for me. Some shit about me keeping an eye on what I hold dearest or some shit. She and I ran through it all, doggen confirmed it. Fritz is gone. ~etxt~

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 
~Txt~ FFS Rhage, only fucking you can think of your stomach when Fritz is missing ~Etxt~

Phury Ghardian 
~txt~We got a plan here? ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian 
~txt~That doggen can cook though~etxt

Xhex Ghardian
*I get a text from JM saying he'll demat to the manse after he finishes off the last of the lessers he and Qhuinn are fighting. I head back inside the manse.*

~txt~ I think we should kill the fuckers. ~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian 

*growling*

~txt~ When? ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian 
~txt~ When what, Z? ~etxt~

Butch O'Neal Ghardian
~txt~ So any ideas what to do here then girlies? Love your thinking Xhex ~Etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 
~txt~ We need to get Fritz back, like now!! and I am liking the way you are thinking Xhex ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian
 ~txt~ is that a reference to my hair Cop~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian
 ~txt~ Love when you agree with me Cop, you get that warm look in your eyes and a blush to your cheeks 

*grins*

~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian 

*rolls eyes*

~txt~ When did he take him? ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian
*I'll bet Z is rolling his eyes right now*

Xhex Ghardian 
~txt~ Sometime after I ran into Xcor and his merry band of bastards last night. ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian
 ~txt~ Before we can kill the motherfucking assholes, we need to find them and figure out where they're keeping Fritz. We need to pull together for a meeting. I need all of you in the study. ETA on getting here? Zszadist, Xhex and I have figured that he's been gone just over 24 hrs now. ~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian 
~txt~ Rhage stop sending pics of your ass ~etxt~

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 
~txt~ take it whatever way you like Phury, and Rhage, kiss my butt, second thoughts don't, I know you want to do that already ~Etxt~

Phury Ghardian 
~txt~WTF were you thinking Xhex? You should have called for backup true? ~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian
~txt~ my ETA is Two shakes of a lambs tail. ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian
 ~txt~ Rhage that's just gross ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian 
*shit, I knew my family loved fuckin' with one another, but damn. They're worse that a bunch of giggling high school girls at their first frat party*

Wrathh Ghardian 
~txt~ Rhage, get the fuck out of the bathroom already! Mary, reign in you hellren! ~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian 
~txt~ Xhex why aren't you dangling his balls on a keychain? ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian 

*Grabbing my shitkickers*

~txt~I can be there in seconds Wrathh~etxt~

Mary Ghardian
*Frowns down at my phone*

~txt~ He's been out of the bathroom. ~etxt~ 

*Rolls my eyes* Rhage, behave!

Wrathh Ghardian 
~txt~ Mary, you don't gotta text whatever he tells you to text. Truth is fine. ~etxt~

Xhex Ghardian
*I finish texting JM back--he's been held up with Q*

~txt~Fuck you, Phury. ~etxt~

Rhage Ghardian 
~txt~ I shit, I flush and I wash my hands, do you really think I linger? ~etxt~

Mary Ghardian 

*sighs*

~txt~ I promise, Wrathh. NOT texting what he tells me. I don't even know where he is anymore, he left the room. ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian
~txt~ Fuck You, Xhex, its the motherfucking truth ~Etxt~

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 

~txt~ On my way, V said will be on way asap, just playing with his toys haha ~Etxt~ 

*Grabbing my Ferragamos and sliding them on, I head out the Pit, hearing V cuss me as I head out, barks out a laugh* Love ya too bro, see ya up there.

Xhex Ghardian 
~txt~ You were probably too busy shopping online anyway, Phury. ~etxt~

Zszadist Ghardian
*sets phone down and turns to Bella* Fritz has been taken by Xcor. Keep Nalla from the kitchen. I don't want her to know about this. *Picking up my phone*

~txt~ I'm on my way ~ext~

Rhage Ghardian
~txting Mary~ With Fritz gone, do you want to go out to eat... say TGIFridays? ~etxt~

Phury Ghardian 
*Mutters* Fucking Female.

~txt~ I'll ignore you for now. Why did the other doggen not say anything before now? ~etxt~

Mary Ghardian
~txt~ RHAGE!!!! Now is not the time! ~etxt~

Butch O'Neal Ghardian 
*Sees Rhages text and shakes my head*

~txt~ good to see we can count on spyro when needed ~Etxt~

Xhex Ghardian
*I make it back to Wrathh's study.* Any of the bros show up yet?

Wrathh Ghardian
~txt~ Rhage, you do know that you accidentally - or on purpose - sent that message about TGI Fridays to everyone...right? ~etxt~

Wrathh Ghardian 
*hearing Xhex,I shake my head no in frustration* Knowing them, it'll be a few.

Xhex Ghardian 
I look around and then back down at my phone.* Shit, John says I need to meet him at the IM. I'm gonna have to bail on you for a few, ok?

Wrathh Ghardian 
*nodding* Go on...ain't like shit's gonna get done until everyone shows up anyway.

Rhage Ghardian 

~txt~ I need to check out the kitchen to make sure it is running OK. Will be there in a few minutes. ~etxt~

 If all there is is dog and cat food, I am going to be pissed

Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Standing outside Wrathh's office and hearing cell go off, getting out of pocket

~txt~ WTF Rhage, think of others before your damn stomach, second thoughts, stay there as you can guard the food, coz who knows who will kidnap that too ~Etxt~ 

*Barks out a laugh and hears Wrathh growl from inside, wraps on his door and goes in* Ta-da cuz, am I the first here?

Wrathh Ghardian 
*sighing, I throw my phone on the desk. Beth comes up and starts rubbing my shoulders. I squeeze her hand and shake my head at her* Leelan, I know that our family will get to the right place in the end..but damn. Why's it always feel like I'm pulling teeth? *she squeezes my hand back and lets her laughter escape. Unable to hold back from her, I let loose a bark of laughter as well. Hearing Butch's raspy laugh on the otherside of the door, I growl. Gotta get my game face on.* Yeah, you beat everyone here. Go fig. I thought you'd be one of the last - having to coordinate your shoes to your eyebrows or something. *knowing that he flipped me off, I grin. Yeah, I wouldn't trade my family for nothing. Now we just gotta figure out how to get one of our favorite members back.* ~

XOXO!

Story Line ~ Zszadist and Phury have the same dream

Hello, dearest Challa's.

This Story Line was voted on by the Fans of the Fan Page for their favorite Story Line in a two week period.  Read on and see exactly why.

Zszadist Ghardian

Zszadist... awaken... *The soft melodic female voice that stirred me from my sleep was like a soft caress to my senses yet it did not belong to mine Shellan.  Cracking a lid open, I bolted straight up from the bed shocked to find a woman with long flowing dark hair and vibrant emerald eyes staring down at me.  Her body was sheathed in a white flowing gown with an empress cut bodice.  Gold band that resembled ivy snaked around her arms.  My brows furrowed into a scowl as I took in this woman invading mine mated room*  Who the fuck are you?  *I growled, turning quickly to check on Bella.  "Zszadist, it is time you no longer live with the wonder of what your life would have been like had the nanny taken you from thine parents' home."  Her voice twinkled like bells throughout the room.  I had to be dreaming.  She stretched out her hand, "Come... see what thine wouldst have been like."  I didn't have a chance to tell her to get the fuck out of my room when the scene around me changed and I was staring at a younger version of... Phury.

Phury Ghardian 

*Sitting on the floor with my twin staring back into the same citrine eyes as my own. My twin has the same face as mine, we were in the midst of playing with some blocks that had been carved by hand. Each one had a design on them. Zszadist was busily stacking the blocks on top of each other as I laughed at him trying to knock them over once they are all stacked. All at once Mahmen came in she picked up my brother and I to go to our room.*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*I turned to the woman as...shaking my head as I realized what was in front of me...the younger version of what could have been of Phury and me. The woman smiled softly and lifted her arm, gesturing that I should follow them* Who are you? *My brows furrowed low over my brows. Verily, she is not of the Chosen. "I am but a figment of your dream, a messenger to guide you through the recesses of what could have been. Zszadist for so long you have wondered yet closed your mind to what could have been." She gestured her hand wide again, urging me to follow. My chest expanding as I inhaled and exhaled sharply, I turned in the direction my mahmen carried us out*

Phury Ghardian 

*As Mahmen carries us I look at my twin, wiggling to be let down as I do Zszadist watches me free myself from mahmen's arms and he follow suit. We run around laughing and playing. Mahmen takes a rest and watches us play. We finally collapse on the ground out of breath. Curling up Mahmen picks us both up one at a time and returns us to our bed. The feel of her hands resting lovingly on my head. Noticing when the feel of her hand is no longer there, I know she is doing the same motion to my twin and looking at both of her twin boys. I hear her murmur* "I love my boys and you will one day be true males of worth." Curling up in a ball inching closer to my twin so I can feel him next to me I fall sound asleep.*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*Watching our Mahmen lovingly stroke our heads hit me in the gut like a ton of bricks. This is what Phury had desired for so long while I never really knew such love was possible until mine own young. I stood watching the two blissfully sleeping under the protective roof of our parents' home. The two never knew pain or loss of one. Phury never felt the brutal blow of a parent who failed to acknowledge him. The female stepped in front of me and smiled softly at the twins curled up on the bed. "Tis a peaceful thing to see them this way. Yet there is more, Zszadist. There is much more that you ponder about your youth." The scene shifted as the sleeping forms of what could have been changed.*

Phury Ghardian 

*Sitting at the table side by side to my twin. From the back or front you really can not tell who is who. Our long wavy mulitcolored hair though it does not really reach our backs as of yet. But Zszadist and I are both scrawny teens, just waiting to transition. Watching as the doggen prepares our breakfast. As Mahmen walks in she turns to us* "so what will you boys be doing today?" *I look at my twin punching him on the shoulder* what are we up for today mine brother. Mahmen smiles as she walks over to ruffle both of our hair and she goes into the kitchen.*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*Standing and watching as the pre-tran versions of our former selves sit at the table, I can't help swallowing back a choked sob. So many times when I worked in the Mistress' kitchen, I would see siblings rough house with each other. The mischievous glint in our eyes as we shovel in our food as mahmen leaves us to finish our breakfast has me wondering what we would do after eating. Would we have gone out into the gardens to wrestle? Just then a small girl with hair like our own toddles into the room and sits at the table. Her dimpled cheeks cracking into a huge grin as she looks at both of us. A sister! We had a chance to have another sibling!*

Phury Ghardian 

*Our sister walks in and her citrine gaze stops at me and my twin. She walks over to us and holds her arms up to me, I pick her and prop her on my lap. As she stares back between both me and my twin, her hand reaches out to touch both of our faces. She giggles and hugs both me and Zszadist and puts her arms out to my twin. He pulls her onto his lap and as he sits there holding here she runs her fingers though his hair. She murmurs to him* " our hair is all the same" *He nods and looks over in my direction,"yes it is sistermine." *Then she looks to him and asks if we three could have a tea party. Patting her on her head as he scoots the chair back and looks at me* "Come on Phury our sweet sister would like to have tea." *I punch him on the shoulder well then mine brother we should not disappoint her. As she grabs on to both of our hands her tiny one in ours. Its hard to believe when we transition our hands will dwarf hers so much more. She giggles as we head off in the direction of her room.*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*I beat feet behind them, watching as the sister that never came to be smiled up at brothers that never existed. "She would have loved you both." the female murmured behind me as I stopped in the doorway leading to the gardens. Our pre-trans forms fit easily at the tiny table of our sister.* Her name? What is her name? *I asked turning to the female. The soft smile crept upon her face as she regarded me. "Serehnity. Your parents would have named her Serehnity. You would have called her your little dove as she often brought peace between you two during brotherly quarrels." I turned to watch as the three giggled over the pretend tea and thoughts returned to my own young. How very much Serehnity reminded me of my Nalla. "Come, there is much more for you to see, Zszadist." The scene around me changed again and I found myself inside Wrathh's study.*

Phury Ghardian 

*As the brotherhood stands around the desk in Wrathh's office. Our bodies all huge in comparison to each others. Zszadist standing opposite from me. At first look we are matching book ends. Our fighting stances the same matching each other tit for tat, we fight with the same vigor and are extremely brutal. Looking at the brothers all assembled around though the one that is no longer there is our brother Darius. Shaking my head to dislodge the idea that he is no longer with us and has gone into the fade. As the growl emanates from our King's throat I am pulled further from my thoughts.* " I will not let the lessers fuck with us any longer. Now we must all do what we must to eradicate this sitch." *Daggers in hand we all do a battle cry especially for our lost brother.*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*We stood shoulder to shoulder, our long hair cascading down our backs as we plagued our allegiance to our king. It was then that my image turned and the profile took me by surprise. My face was the mirror of my twin. The permanent scowl I bore for so long, no longer creasing my familiar. I was as I always should have been...whole. I turned to the female and asked the one question that only mattered* What of Bella? Is she in this life?

Phury Ghardian 

*Once the meeting with our king was officially over and we received our usual fighting schedules and commenced on our way out of the office. Pausing at the door to wait for my twin.* come on let's go get a place at the table for first meal. *We all laughed and joked as we made our way down past the hall of statues. I see Fritz come in through the front carrying two heavy boxes. As he struggled with them I met him in two even strides. Gently taking the boxes from him I was suddenly aware that my twin was beside me as well. Zszadist took the other one and as we smiled we went in search of a place to put these and get some food. At the meal we all discussed ways of how we would rid the world of our enemy. The food and drink were plenty. Looking around the table as we all joked stared back at me some of the fiercest fighters the brotherhood had.*

Zszadist Ghardian 

*As the brotherhood left the study, she turned to me with a sad wistful smile upon her face. "Verily, no you wouldst be without your shellan. The mate you would have been withst would not have fared the love you hast now." She shook her head, the dark waves following around her much like Bella's. I swallowed hard and backed away from her* And Phury would he have had his addiction? Would he have ever smoked Red Smoke? *Her smile was kind yet sad. "Nay, your twin would never have had his demons. He wouldst have carried on as a male of his worth should." Her eyes bore into mine with a knowing look. "He would have been whole, Zszadist, never to have known what it twas like to lose a limb" The revelation was nearly sickening. On one hand my twin and I would have been whole, never to have the bullshit fate has dealt at our feet, yet on the other hand, we would not have our shellans.* Why the fuck are you showing me this? *She shook her head again and held out her arms akimbo. "So you could see what could have been, Z." Suddenly the scene changes and I am in the middle of a dark alley. The sound of a fight rents the air and I turn my head just in time to see Phury and me fighting a couple of lessers*

Phury Ghardian 

*The sweet sickly smell invades my nose as my brother and I fight off the lessers. I stab one and hear the pop crackle noise and see another one come for me. Standing up with a grin on my face I run at him then kick him square in the chest and watch him bounce off the wall. Just as I head for him I am suddenly jerked back by my hair to stare in the face of a barely visible face covered by a cowboy hat. As he looks at me the sneer on his face is evident that he feels he has a victory in his hands. In a country twang I hear him yell to the others* "hey I's got me a live one here." *I can see my twin fighting with another and I can tell he is trying to get ride of him. I turn to look back in the cowboys face and he has a gun leveled at my head. The fear registers in my face as he pulls the trigger.....*

Zszadist Ghardian 

PHURY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Running full speed to save mine twin as the hammer cocks and the bullet blasts through his head, his body slumping to his knees and then face forward onto the hard pavement. Cocking my fist back to take out the lesser, my hand goes right through his face as the rage pours out of my scream. My scream intermingled with the horrific scream of my image. Falling down onto my knees next to Phury, my hand reaching out to stroke his head the harried footsteps of my doppelganger falls behind me as the Zszadist I could have been falls in agony next to our twin. His head is thrown back in a scream as he lifts Phury's head onto his lap. Unseeing eyes stare blankly back at me and I have to swallow the bile rising in my throat* Phury, no Phury! My twin! *My own words mirror that of the male in front of me just as the light touch of the female reaches my shoulder. "Zszadist, hast thou seen enough?" With a slight nod of my head as I stare at mine twin's body, I am suddenly jolted awake. Sitting up in mine mated bed, I reach to brush the moisture covering my face* Fuck... *The urge to beat feet out of bed and check on my twin hits me and I am across the room when the sound of Bella stirring stops me. "Nallum? What is it?" Running back and throwing myself into her arms, I hold on tight as the images of the dream flicker through my mind.* Ah nalla...it was just a dream.

Phury Ghardian 

*The bullet enters my head and ricochets of my skull. The pain is excruciating and I feel a slow tear slide down my face. The cold hard pavement slowly finds my knees as they give out then my head hits with a thud to the ground. As I drift off I can hear my twin screaming my name in a panic and I try to scream for him but the only sound is in my head. I hear muffled noises but do not know where they come from, the sound of the lesser dying at the hands of my twin is somewhat satisfying. It is as if I am heading towards the fade but I can still feel my twin stroking my long hair as his blood curdled screams echo in my head. As I feel myself drifting further away I suddenly jolt straight up in bed.The sheets are wet and tangled and I am dripping sweat. I wipe my face and pat the bed to feel for Cormia she stirs and mumbles,* go back to bed Mia. *A strong feeling to call my twin and just hear his voice but then a soft touch stops me..... As she rolls over and looks in my face* it was just a dream no worries. *As she takes my face in her hands and kisses me gently. I wrap my arms back around her and nestle my face into her soft skin and breathe in her scent.*~

XOXO!!

Story Line - Butch, Phury, Z, Rhage and Blay find a civie and they need some help from Marissa.

Jets Overhead - Where did you go

Zszadist Ghardian
*Sheathing my daggers while Cop, Rhage, Blaylock and Phury cut up, it’s been a long night of sending fucking lessers back to the Omega. It wasn’t a big shock for five of us to end up in the same vicinity after a night like tonight. Cop and I had followed four lessers to the old warehouse district and lo and behold, there’s Rhage, Blay and Phury hand to hand with their own pack of paled out motherfuckers. Covered in lesser blood and close to sunrise, right now all I want is a shower and wrap myself up in Bella’s arms. Shaking my head at the banter between Cop and Rhage, I look over at Phury adjusting his weapons and Blaylock staring down the street. Heading to the Escalade, Cop and Rhage continue to argue over who’s driving.* If dragonbreath is driving, I’m demating back to the Manse. *Cop barks out a laugh as he twirls the keys on his finger. The four of us stop before reaching the SUV, both noticing Blaylock still hasn’t moved—his eyes still locked on a building down the street. Looking at my watch, it’s close to dawn* Yo kid, you got an itch for a nasty suntan?

Lover Awakened Honoring Week ~ Bella and her point of view

Well let me preface this and say life is not always easy, but when you trudge through the mud and never give up I believe you are rewarded.  Yes rewarded, I was rewarded with Zsadist.

Life before Z, frowning a little thinking about being shunned by the glymera, then smiling thinking about living on my own in my farmhouse next to Mary finally being able to leave the house where I grew up.  Life before Z was empty I was shunned from the glymera, and when that occurred you realize very quickly who your friends are and who is only pretending to be your friend.  Needless to say I did not have any real friends after the glymera incident.  Then Mary came along she was the best neighbor ever and a friendship grew.  It is funny how things work out, Mary meets John Matthew I happen to come over that night and notice John Matthew’s bracelet that was written in the Old Language make a few calls and just like that my destiny was changed.   Then I saw Zsadist, smiling as I think back to when I first saw him working out in the training room the night I accompanied Mary and John Matthew to the Brotherhood facilities.  He was amazing and intriguing, so much strength and power.   Then came that horrible 6 weeks when I was abducted by that lesser, David, a little shiver goes through my body as I think of that time.

While I was abducted and held captive, I never gave up hope that someone would rescue me.  Yes, there were times when I may have thought about giving up but only for a brief second.  I will never forget thinking I was dreaming when I heard Z’s voice speak to me and then heard him sing.  It was the most comforting thing.  I knew I would be safe and protected from anything that would come my way.  Z would protect me.

Life has not always been easy and relationships are a lot of work, but I have never regretted anything that I did with Zsadist.  Everything had to happen to make him realize that he loved me and I would love him no matter what.

Love has a healing quality.  Love healed Zsadist and mended the relationships he needed to mend.  Love helped me be a stronger person and realize that if I want something I do need to work for it.  I wanted Z to be a part of my life.  I will never and have never forgotten the way I felt when I saw Z again after coming back from down south.  He looked wonderful he was eating and getting his strength back and he looked happy.  When he wrote “I Love You” on a piece of paper every wall I ever erected after we parted gave way and I knew we will be forever. 

Bella

Lover Awakened Honoring Week ~ Zszadist and his point of view

With my head balanced in the palm of my hand as I hunch over the notebook, I have no idea what to say. Hell, five-years ago I wouldn’t even have been able to scratch a sentence together, much less give a shit. As I grip the pen, I ponder my thoughts on what life was like before and after Bella. What was life like? I didn’t have one. I was dead though I moved around. I was a walking, talking snarling zombie content to fight lesser 24/7 if allowed. I cared nothing about my safety or health. I wanted nothing at all. I was content to lie each day on a pitiful pallet though I had comforts. I refused to eat though food was provided. I hid myself from people who cared because I thought I didn’t feel the same. Not until…

Yeah I was complete headfuck until she came along. Though my past will never leave me and I will be plagued with nightmares until I go into the fade, Bella makes it—better. Never before would I have thought in a million years I would enjoy waking up with the soft, warm body of my shellan tucked next mine. Because of her, I have Nalla—my other beloved. My relationship with my twin and the rest of the brotherhood has for lack of a better word…improved. Hell, everyone still thinks I’m a ticking time bomb and they may be right.  Yet, I know I can walk into mine mated room and mine shellan will be there. I can wrap myself in her arms and feel whole.

On the rare occasions we have a Mahmen and Daddy night off and we leave the Manse, it never fails—people stare. You can almost read their minds as they ponder—what is she doing with someone who looks like they are wearing a freakish Halloween mask? It makes me laugh because 1) I don’t care what they think and 2) sometimes I wonder the same thing. But Bella just looks up at me, her sapphire eyes burning with the love she has for me and all of those onlookers just disappear. The whole world disappears when it comes to Nalla and Bella.

Bella saved me in more ways than one. It took her walking away to make me realize I didn’t want to be the ignorant asshole wrapped up in his own self-pity. I wanted to be awakened and I think I knew that before she was even abducted. From the moment she interrupted my workout, she affected me in ways no female ever did. She scared me and intrigued me at the same time, but unfortunately I stuck with my “ways”, pushing her away. That’s what I did—pushed anyone who wanted to love me away. Could I let her walk away again? Not on your life, not without a fucking fight.

How much do I love her? I don’t know if I have the words. I don’t think there are enough words. I never wanted young before she came along. Why? Everything from my body was vile and tainted, how could I want to share that with a female? Especially her, she is…perfect. Bella changed my mind on all of that. I would die without her. I would cease to exist, I would be…worse than dead.

What is my life like now? Damn near perfect. It’s as perfect as the Scribe Virgin has blessed me with. So yeah, what do I write down about my life before and after Bella? With an unsteady head, I push the pen onto the paper and write the words I spoke the moment she returned to me.

“I was dead until you found me, though I breathed. I was sightless, though I could see. And then you came...and I was awakened.”

Z

Lover Awakened Honoring Week

“Dedicated to: You.

There will never be another like you.

For me...you are the one.

Yeah, I don't have enough words for this....”

Hello dear fans!

We have a special gift for you during this week. As you noticed, we've made a poll here asking you your favorite book of the BDB serie and the winner was LOVER AWAKENED.

Story Line - Z, Xhex and Blay... and things get out of control!

Song: Fire Falling From the Sky



Blaylock Ghardian
*Demating to an alley near the Iron Mask, I look at Z that just appears by my side. We notice Xhex leaning against a wall, waiting for us in the dark. While we walk toward her I turn my head to Z grinning* We three together again, huh? No flood today, please! I don't want Wrath kicking my ass again!

Story Line ~ A shiny gift for our king!

Song: That Smell - Lynyrd Skynyrd

Rhage Ghardian
*Grinning like a fool, I carry the big bulky box up the staircase. As I make my way to my destination, I kick on Zszadist's door and call out* Move it or loose it, bucko, let's go!! *Not waiting for an answer, I continue further down the hall and stop at another door, Blaylock's this time. I kick at that door and yell* Wakey wakey, let go snakey! You want in? Then get a move on little doggy!! *Arriving at my final destination, I place the box down and turn to grin at the new arrivals* We have been remiss boys... Wrathh has been taking a dump in a normal toilet, when really what he needs is *Pulls the box off to reveal* a throne... a toilet fit for a King!! You want to help me install it? *grins* I know you do!!

Story Line of the Week ~ Nalla, Jane, Lessers and the sun

Jane Ghardian
‎*Sitting in my VW bus, Nalla in the seat behind me. I look into the rearview mirror and smile at Nalla before I look back at the street ahead of me. Can't risk an accident. This time it is not just me. I have Bella and Z's daughter with me. Well, and I don't want to crash the VW bus either* I hope you are excited, sweetie. We don't go out often enough. We need our Jane and Nalla time, right *winking at her, her smile as bright as the sun which is still up*