Well let me preface this and say life is not always easy, but when you trudge through the mud and never give up I believe you are rewarded. Yes rewarded, I was rewarded with Zsadist.
Life before Z, frowning a little thinking about being shunned by the glymera, then smiling thinking about living on my own in my farmhouse next to Mary finally being able to leave the house where I grew up. Life before Z was empty I was shunned from the glymera, and when that occurred you realize very quickly who your friends are and who is only pretending to be your friend. Needless to say I did not have any real friends after the glymera incident. Then Mary came along she was the best neighbor ever and a friendship grew. It is funny how things work out, Mary meets John Matthew I happen to come over that night and notice John Matthew’s bracelet that was written in the Old Language make a few calls and just like that my destiny was changed. Then I saw Zsadist, smiling as I think back to when I first saw him working out in the training room the night I accompanied Mary and John Matthew to the Brotherhood facilities. He was amazing and intriguing, so much strength and power. Then came that horrible 6 weeks when I was abducted by that lesser, David, a little shiver goes through my body as I think of that time.
While I was abducted and held captive, I never gave up hope that someone would rescue me. Yes, there were times when I may have thought about giving up but only for a brief second. I will never forget thinking I was dreaming when I heard Z’s voice speak to me and then heard him sing. It was the most comforting thing. I knew I would be safe and protected from anything that would come my way. Z would protect me.
Life has not always been easy and relationships are a lot of work, but I have never regretted anything that I did with Zsadist. Everything had to happen to make him realize that he loved me and I would love him no matter what.
Love has a healing quality. Love healed Zsadist and mended the relationships he needed to mend. Love helped me be a stronger person and realize that if I want something I do need to work for it. I wanted Z to be a part of my life. I will never and have never forgotten the way I felt when I saw Z again after coming back from down south. He looked wonderful he was eating and getting his strength back and he looked happy. When he wrote “I Love You” on a piece of paper every wall I ever erected after we parted gave way and I knew we will be forever.
Bella
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