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Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Feeling weak and just a bit feverish, I know that it is not
a cold that I have, but the need to feed. Since it has been a while since Butch
and I have feed each other, and the blood loss, I have made it the need to feed
so much more acute. Hands shaking as I reach in the Refrigerator for a water, I
shut the door and jump when I see Butch standing at the breakfast nook staring
at me with his arms crossed over his chest. Lowering my eyes, I start to walk
by him and he stops my by grabbing my forearm and says to me* "When were
you going to tell me that you are ready to feed?" *sighing in relief, I
look up at you and my tongue darts out to wet my dry lips* I was hoping that
the asking would be easier, but the longer I waited the harder it got.
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*I look at her and pull her close*
Marissa *She closes her eyes and drops her head a little, I place my hand on
her chin and lift her head up* Tahlly, look at me *She opens her eyes slowly,
and I see the sadness and shame in her eyes* Tahlly, please, whatever is going
on with us, you need to feed *She nods her head a little, for the fact I was
looking at her closely, I would never of seen it* Come with me now *She just
stares at me, I grab her hand and walk towards the couch, she walks behind me*
You okay with doing it here? *Turning to look at her as she doesn't say
anything* Marissa? *She glances up at me and looks at me blankly* Well, are
you?
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*At the sharpness in the question, I
finally look up at Butch and know you are waiting for an answer. In a weak
voice, that I hate even more, I say* Yes, here is fine, to be honest, I don't
think that I can make it any further. *Sitting down next to you, I can feel the
blood pumping through your veins and the smell of it is like the most expensive
wine ever made. Licking my lips again, I look up at you from under lowered
lashes when you place your wrist in front of my face. Relieved that you don't
suggest that I use your neck, I am not ready for that yet. Taking your wrist in
my hand, I swallow down any nerves that I have, and revert back to my
upbringing, and nod my head in supplication and in the Old Language, I thank
you for the life giving blood you are allowing me partake of. My fangs having
elongated, pierce your flesh and I start to suck at your wrist*
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Feeling her hesitate and then bite
down, I hiss a little and then feel her sucking in easy little delicate
mouthfuls, I lean right against her ear and whisper softly* Take all you want
and need Tahlly * Feeling her bite down harder and her pulls become more
urgent, I feel myself harden but knowing this is not what this is about, I
shift myself a little and try to get comfy behind her. She drops back a little
against my chest, taking more of my blood into her, I run my hand down her
hair* That is it baby, take all you need, I hear her breath stop for a second
but she carries on *I lie back a bit more against the couch and close my eyes, thinking
about anything except her at my wrist right now*
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Taking in deep draws on his vein, I
can feel your blood renewing me and giving me the energy that I need to heal.
Looking up at you, from under my lashes, I see you resting your head against
the couch; your eyes closed and head turned away from me at your wrist. I know
this is hard on you too. Everything has been hard. And it is not your fault, I
want to tell you, it is mine. Shaking my head, as I take a finial pull on your
vein and I extract my fangs; I tell myself that it is no me either, it is the
Omega's fault, but he is not here for me to be mad out so I have to flay
myself. Licking the punctures closed, I lean back and let out a sigh as I close
my eyes briefly* Thank you again. For everything. For standing by me, for being
with me when we talked to Wrathh and *I falter, then taking a deep breath, to
get the rest out* for most of all, Thank you for saving me when I was in the
*waves to the vicinity of the bathroom* tub. *Starting to rub my wrists
absently, I turn my head away*
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Turning my head to look at you as you
turn away from me, I speak quietly as my voice doesn't want to come out* I will
always save you Tahlly, even when you think you don't need saving *Pulling my
arm from around you, I pull myself up off the couch and go to stand up, she
looks up at me with such sadness "What about you?" I look at her and
try to speak, trying to not let my emotions give me away to what I really want
from her but now we are so not ready for this* What about me?
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Hating the distance that is between
us, but not sure how to deal with it; I know that you are hurting too, I can
hear the pain in your question and I need to fix that. Starting to talk, just
saying what is on my mind. Staring straight ahead, I begin to talk to you for
the first time since it happened* I didn't do it to leave you, or to hurt you.
*shaking my head* I would never ever do that. I... you... I would never leave
you. *sighing and rubbing my hands on my slacks to get rid of the dampness.*
You are my world. You are my life. *turning to look at you, beseechingly* You
need to believe me. The last thing that I would do is leave you alone.
*standing starting to pace and I start to tap my head, hard, with my finger* He
was in here...*tap tap tap* Here... telling me things that are not here and
now, but old... old feelings of unworthiness... the self hatred and the
feelings of not belonging... He found that and he brought it to the forefront.
*Looking up at you* Yes was I worn down? Yes! Was I in a great place at that
moment? NO! *walking to stand in front of you, I look you in the eyes* Did I
want to talk to you too and have you help me through that rough patch... Dear
Scribe Virgin, YES! I reached for my phone and realized that I left it in Safe
Place. Did I want you? *whispers* Yes! So what about you? You are everything to
me, you are my life, you are my world!
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Feeling her very words punch me right
in the chest and stab at my heart, it stops for a little while, I look into
those blue eyes I love and know so well. Then close my eyes and think about all
she has said, then look at her* But you have left me, do you not see that
...... *Catching my breath a little and then ease it down a bit as I fee my
chest pumping hard for air* If I never found you when I did in the tub, you
would of been lost to me and gone from my life, forever, you say you would
never do that on purpose and I understand where you was but you would of been
gone *She looks at me and I see her eyes filling with tears, she goes to touch
me, and I back away from her* You say you felt worthless and like you used too,
well imagine how I feel right now, you made me feel worthless, less than that
*Dropping my head and feeling my heart beating so fast from the anger and my
fangs elongating from hunger, I back away from her even more as she steps
towards me, my ass hitting against V's desk, biting into my leg, I let out a
hiss and try to hide my fangs from her*
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Taking a step forward, I stop when
you back up against Vishous's desk. Taking a deep breath, I let out* I am
sorry. *not knowing what else to say, I sigh and back away, not wanting to
crowd you if you don't want me here. Starting to back way, I come up short when
I hit the end table and I knock over the lamp. Making a grab for it, instead of
placing it back, I look at it, then at the table, then at the lamp. Tightening
my grip on the lamp, feeling my anger at everything... the Omega, the cutting,
the whole Wellsandra Wing at Safe Place, the feelings of worthlessness that we
both feel, I feel this overwhelming force build up in me. At first I have no
clue what it is, I start to shake, my breath hitches and I have only one way to
release it. Taking the lamp in my hand, I lift it over my shoulder and throw it
against the wall and starts to yell* MOTHERFUCKER! *grabbing the lead ashtray,
I toss that too, followed by a glass. Glancing around, my eyes land on the
Foosball table, I stalk over to that and tip it over on it's side.* You
cocksucking, motherfucking, whoreson... *going next for the poker table, I
reach my arm out and clear it with one fell swoop. Breathing heavy, I vaguely
hear you call out* "Tahlly... Rissa... Stop!" *Turning on you, arms
at my sides, hands in fists, I bear my fangs*
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Watching her for a while as she
starts to trash the Pit and then hearing all the profanities that leave her
mouth, I walk over to her and finally get her attention, but as she looks at
me, her fangs are bared at me* Tahlly, calm down *She just growls at me and
pushes me hard, I stumble backwards and my legs catch the arm of the couch, I
fall back onto it and growl at her, well not so much her but at the fact I let
her get me like this, my lips peeling back and baring my fangs at her, they are
throbbing too as I know I need feeding but won't let her see that, I slam my
head back against the seat of the couch and let out a deep breath* Do what you
want Marissa, I don't want to fight anymore, I don't have it in me anymore,
trash the place if it makes you feel better *Closing my eyes as I feel them
start to water, not wanting her to see my tears, I hear her move and know she
is getting closer to me, not caring right now if she hits me or not, if it
makes her feel better, then all the better*
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Your tears hit me as nothing else
would. Stopping, breathing heavy, I look around at the mess I created. Yes I
created and I sigh. Feeling your weakened state and at this rate we are not
getting anything accomplished, except building up more walls, I walk over to
where you are laying on the sofa. Bringing my wrist to one of my fangs, I score
it so that the blood starts to make its way to the surface. Watching your
nostrils flare, I take my wrist, my mixture of your life's blood and my own,
and I place it at your mouth* Drink! *It is only thing I say. It is the only
think I can say. As your lips cover my wrist, then you fangs puncture deep and
you start to take in deep droughts, I reach over and run my hands through your
hair and along you jaw to your ear and back into you thick hair. You lean into
my hand and I sigh again and would let you drink me dry if it would fix
anything, but I know it wouldn't*
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*My thoughts scattering as I taste her
blood, my body coming to life and feeling myself harden again, I fight it down
but know right now, I can't, I feel my hips jack off the couch but Marissa
stays right where she is, I open my eyes and look at her, my eyes going wide as
I see the look on her face. I take another couple of deep pulls and then
retract my fangs, watching her closely as I run my tongue along her wrist and
seal her up. She slowly pulls her arm away from me and pulls down her sleeve,
she looks around the room, I close my eyes and turn my head away from her,
whispering* You can leave if you wish too, and thank you for that *Hearing her
breath catch as if she wants to say something but then stops, I suddenly smell
my bonding scent hit my nostrils "Fuck!" my head turning
automatically back to look at her, as I feel her hand on my face, I blink once
at her and then see the look in her eyes* I am sorry for all that has happened,
I so want this to stop *Placing a hand over my chest and rubbing it across my
heart*
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Hearing what I take as a dismissal,
my heart starts to pound. Taking in a sharp breathe, trying to stop the pain
that descends upon me, I close my eyes. All of a sudden, I start to smell your
bonding sent, and it dawns on me what has been missing for the past few days...
your bonding scent. Reaching over to run my hand over your face. I hear your
words of apology, and I slowly start to shake my head* I too want it to stop,
the blame the self loathing, the pain. *feeling your soft waves flowing thru my
fingers, I realize that this is the first time that I have voluntarily touched
you.* I ... I... *swallowing hard as I lean in closer to you. I whisper against
your lips* I love you, Butch *my lips softly touch yours and I hear a low
growl*
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Feeling your lips against mine, I
almost jack off the couch, closing my eyes as I hear your words, I feel m hands
lift of their own accord and grab the sides of your face, pulling your mouth
closer to mine, as I place a kiss against your mouth, I speak between each
kiss* I *Kissing you* Love *Kissing you again* You *Kissing you once again*
Tahlly *Kissing you a little harder this time, and my tongue permission into
your mouth, feeling your mouth open and your tongue start to duel with mine, I
let my hands travel down your body and my arms wrap around you. Suddenly
feeling your body fall against mine, I gasp into your mouth and feel my fangs
elongate again* Rissa .....
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
*Answering you with the same passion
and longing* Butch *running my tongue over your fang, and drawing blood, I
tangle with your tongue and the blood mingles* I *kisses* need *kisses* to
*kisses* feel again *tilts my face and leans my body so that it is hard to tell
where you end and I begin. Growling low, I pull way and hike up my shirt and
toss it on top of the broken glass on the floor* I need to feel you, now *grabbing
at your shirt I rip it trying to get it off, hearing you chuckle and say
chidingly "Tahlly, slow down", I smile* I can't I need you now!
*leaning on your chest, running my hand up your pecs, I hover over your lips,
barely touching, I whisper* Make me feel again.
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Grabbing her face softly* I will baby
but ..... *Stopping as she scowls at me, I grin at her, she leans down and
takes my mouth, before he knows it, I flip us over and hover above her body.
Growling from deep within me at her body, I lean forward and place a kiss
against her throat, then start kissing my way down her body, till I reach her
breasts. Taking her left breast into my mouth and lathing her nipple through
the satin fabric of her bra, and my hand gently rolling her right nipple
between my thumb and finger, she arches below me and pushes her breasts closer
to me, and my eyes looking up at her as she starts to moan with pleasure
"Butch!" I smile a little as I continue, growling a little as I lathe
her nipple some more* I forgot how good you feel *Then my body hardens as I
smell the most beautiful scent in the whole world, the ocean. Sliding my free
hand down her body and sliding it under her clothes and into her panties, my
body jerking as I feel her slick core* Fuck!
Marissa O'Neal Ghardian
Yes! That... I need that. *Arching
up as I feel you insert a finger into my wet core* FFS... Nallum! MORE!
*feeling your finger start to move, in and out, in and out; you tongue lathe my
breasts, first the left then the right. As you talk the whole areola into your
mouth and you suck hard, you insert a second finger inside me, I let out a
moan* The Scribe Virgin, Yes, More? *Reaching for you, I run my hands over your
shoulders and I reach for your back where you have my name carved into your
back, digging my nails into your back, I hear a groan escape your mouth and
that pushes me over the edge, I orgasm fast and hard; digging my heels in the
sofa, I arch up and feel you insert a 3rd finger* Ohhh Butch! *bringing your
head up to my mouth, you capture the sounds of my second release in your mouth*
Butch O'Neal Ghardian
*Feeling your core tighten around my
fingers and hearing your groan into my mouth, nearly pushes me over the edge,
feeling my own orgasm race to the end of my cock. I stop it just in time,
waiting till you finish your release, I look at you through hooded eyes*
Tahlly, I have missed so much, I have missed you more than I ever thought was
possible *She smiles at me with that glow I love so much on her, lifting off
her,I see her look at me in confusion as I pick her up* I think we need to take
this to our bedroom now, what I want to do to you will take a while and I don't
think you want Vishous and Jane seeing what I am doing to you, true? *Smiling
at her as she blushes, I wrap my arms around her and kiss her as I carry her
into our room, growling low* You are not leaving this room for at least the
next *Looking at my watch* 12 hours, okay *Hearing her giggle as I reach the
door, kicking it open and literally throwing her on our bed. Kicking the door
shut as I look her over, licking my lips* I am so gonna to enjoy this. ~
XOXO!
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